Officially Unemployed

Officially unemployed...well unless you count my camgirl status as employment but I don't exactly know how great that will look on a resume. Today was my last day at work. For those that don't know, I may (or may not) have worked for a pretty famous coffee chain. Let me tell you something, it's great to be free but a little frightening at the same time. I ran the store and managed about 20 employees that became more like a family the coworkers. I will miss them and my customers the most. The company disrespected me in a way I felt I couldn't continue my employment with them. I normally try to avoid getting too much into the "real" world in my "web" world but I'm sharing this story for a reason. Since I was 16 I have always lived on the edge. I have hopped up on numerous occasions and moved without putting much thought in it. I have walked out on an 8 year job without giving any notice. I had moved to NYC without a job, very little cash and hoping I wasn't being scammed since I never saw this "sublet" I had the keys to. And you know what? EVERYTHING HAS ALWAYS WORKED OUT.


 I always find a job shortly, I always meet new people, and I can adapt to any and every environment I put myself in. Some always say (or think) I'm a little nuts. They may just be right. But when it comes down to it, at least I'm happy. Which brings me to my point. So many people in this world are doing things just to survive because they think that's the only option, or suffering through a job that they hate and is making them miserable because it's "paying the bills". All I can say is don't do what you do because you have to, do what you do because you want to and have passion for it. At this particular time as weird as it sounds, I have passion for being a camgirl. Odd-yes. But I love doing it. I would have no problem doing this as long as I could if it manages to pay the bills.  Back to you guys though. My point is, don't just put up with something because you "have" to. The longer you are doing something and unsatisfied with life, the longer you waste spending your time being happy with yourself and doing something you enjoy. It's not always easy, but things will find a way to work out.  You just have to put your mind to it and you can do anything. I told one of my employees sometimes it's best to put something behind you in order to move on and start fresh. Well that's what I'm doing and I really suggest doing the same if you are ever in the same situation. So I'm ending this post knowing that I am now free once again to find the right path or for it to find me. I'm now unemployed. I am now free. I will make this work...