We love our regulars!

If we don't tell you guys enough, we love you. Like, seriously. Being a cam girl isn't always an easy thing, especially at times like the end of the month when people are more focused on paying their rent and not getting off. Go figure. I don't think how much you guys realize it means to us when we have a bad cam day and you guys come save us, whether to keep us company for us to vent to or to jump in and take us private even if you *may not* be wanting to get off or spend the money. I think I'm lucky to have some of the most amazing regulars, ever. Well, most of them anyway. For example, the other day I waited on a site for ONE private just to get a check. This site was pretty slow and nothing but idiots came in. The whole time one of my regulars was there listening and watching me deal with all this. They end up taking me private, just to chat so I don't have to deal with the crap. Then yesterday, another similar situation. Had an idiot in my room I couldn't stand, one of my regulars takes me private JUST to hope it runs him off. This same regular took me earlier that same day just to help out since it'd been so slow. I mean, I could probably write a whole blog just on situations they have "saved" me from or done to help out. These are the type of guys that keep us going and make us WANT to go online and work all the time. These are the guys that don't just care about how big your tits are, but actually take the time to get to know YOU and like you for who you are. I know ALL of us cam girls have those type of guys, that pretty much come in and "save the day" and make us smile. And chances are, if you are reading this it's a good chance you know exactly what I'm talking about, or are one of these guys. I wanted to let you guys know, we appreciate you, really.

Officially Unemployed

Officially unemployed...well unless you count my camgirl status as employment but I don't exactly know how great that will look on a resume. Today was my last day at work. For those that don't know, I may (or may not) have worked for a pretty famous coffee chain. Let me tell you something, it's great to be free but a little frightening at the same time. I ran the store and managed about 20 employees that became more like a family the coworkers. I will miss them and my customers the most. The company disrespected me in a way I felt I couldn't continue my employment with them. I normally try to avoid getting too much into the "real" world in my "web" world but I'm sharing this story for a reason. Since I was 16 I have always lived on the edge. I have hopped up on numerous occasions and moved without putting much thought in it. I have walked out on an 8 year job without giving any notice. I had moved to NYC without a job, very little cash and hoping I wasn't being scammed since I never saw this "sublet" I had the keys to. And you know what? EVERYTHING HAS ALWAYS WORKED OUT.


 I always find a job shortly, I always meet new people, and I can adapt to any and every environment I put myself in. Some always say (or think) I'm a little nuts. They may just be right. But when it comes down to it, at least I'm happy. Which brings me to my point. So many people in this world are doing things just to survive because they think that's the only option, or suffering through a job that they hate and is making them miserable because it's "paying the bills". All I can say is don't do what you do because you have to, do what you do because you want to and have passion for it. At this particular time as weird as it sounds, I have passion for being a camgirl. Odd-yes. But I love doing it. I would have no problem doing this as long as I could if it manages to pay the bills.  Back to you guys though. My point is, don't just put up with something because you "have" to. The longer you are doing something and unsatisfied with life, the longer you waste spending your time being happy with yourself and doing something you enjoy. It's not always easy, but things will find a way to work out.  You just have to put your mind to it and you can do anything. I told one of my employees sometimes it's best to put something behind you in order to move on and start fresh. Well that's what I'm doing and I really suggest doing the same if you are ever in the same situation. So I'm ending this post knowing that I am now free once again to find the right path or for it to find me. I'm now unemployed. I am now free. I will make this work...